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Heaven or Hell... No third option??

Mon Jul 14, 2008, 5:00 PM
After watching the last episode of Zettai Kareshi, I started getting really depressed.
Maybe you didn't notice, but I'm getting depressed..........
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According to everyone around me, after I die, I won't have Stevey (my imaginary friend). Because he's just a figment of my imagination and doesn't exist anyways.
I DUN WANNA LIVE WITHOUT HIM... (even though technically its not living)
I don't want to spend an eternity without my best friend.
Maybe, sometime in the future, I'll grow out of him or something (which i REALLY don't want to happen) but right now I can't even think of life without him.

If I won't have Stevey in the after life, then I'd rather not exist at all.
I'd rather to go hell with stevey than go to heaven without him.
Cuz you know? That one cartoon by azuzephre?

Even Heaven is Hell without you.

I DUN WANNA I DUN WANNA I DUN WANNA.....

Maybe if I'm good enough in this life, God will let me have Stevey back in the afterlife... maybe...

CRAP I JUST DROPPED A NEEDLE INTO MY KEYBOARD ._.

... In Zettai Kareshi, eventually, Night 'dies', and Riiko has to go on with her life.
I don't wanna go on with my life.
I WANNA KEEP MY STEVEY. TT_____TT
Darnit.

Hopefully by the time I'm twenty, technology will have advanced enough to create artificial life..
Even though that's 'against god's will'
right now I don't care.......

I finally realized why I have this whole issue with my religion thing
God and I have different ideas of what's right and wrong.
Of course, since God is almighty and i am not, he's right and I'm wrong.
but to me i'm right.
Even though to the rest of the world I'm wrong.
REBEL....
I'm sure that in the afterlife or whatever there is once we give up our bodies there'll be some great understanding and i'll suddenly know why God did things the way he did
but right now, as human
REBEL....

I want stevey to stay with me forever, even if God hates it. -3-

  • Mood: Stunned
  • Listening to: I'm feeling glum
  • Reading: ... and stubborn...

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:iconminimucchi:
;A; Stevey wouldn't like it without you either

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:iconforgotten-phantom:
i getcha. but i really don't say much else cuz you believe in god and i prefer not to have one.

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:iconcremecake:
O_O thats no good. uh stevey can be with you whether its heaven or hell (hopefully heaven) cuz he's made from ur imagination and that stays in your mind. DONT ARGUE WITH ME. just believe~ xD

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:iconranefire:
i think in heaven, all the persons wants and desires are provided, so instead of having a heaven with an imaginary Stevey, you can have him actually interact with you in real death! (your are dead after all)

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The unexamined live is not worth living.
:iconznas:
I want gaberiel to saty with me forever too so i understand your dilema.
Well there are actually 4 places

Heaven: Pure souls

Hell:Impure souls *like me*

Purgatory: For those who still need to be judged.

Oblivion:A state of non-existance cease to exist.
Supposedly for special cases.

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No znaS and sanZ are one ^__^
I just like to think with both prespectives
Znas is innately good
while Sanz is innately misundestood.
:iconblackwingedavenger:
precisely what i was thinking!

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:iconblackwingedavenger:
you know, i decided after a lot of crap which confused the heck outta me that its better to just think by your ideals cause God apparently gave us free will when he seems to have already ruled out what he likes and drives us to avoid so its just like watching ants and liking those who go a certain way. but hes supposed to love everyone. equally. and i think God would rather be our friend than enforcer/master. so no matter how "scary" think of him equal to yourself, cause you were created in his/her image so say your freaking beautiful! its a compliment both ways lol. thats what i say. ignore it if you want.

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:iconkamire-san:
as long as you can keep your imagination, Stevey can follow you wherever you go. I don't know if you have imagination in heaven though..or hell.

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:iconsnowyhail:
I wanna go to oblivion.... TT___TT

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:iconsnowyhail:
D : but everyone around me, my mom dad church friends say he'll go away
> <
it's hard not to belive when everyone around you says eet
...
i wonder what hell's like... :\

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